Just a heads up

It is finals week and my final project for my Information Systems class is to review some articles and write blogs on them.

So sorry for what blogs may come ;)

For my leadership class I took on the project of organizing and distribution Christmas gifts for my local Christian ministry.

Today was my first day...

For five hours, I dug through three rooms of bags and boxes people had donated.

It saddened me as I began to pull out the dusty, dirty, and torn up toys.

  Somehow people thought they were doing a commendable thing and that these items would be ok for another child’s Christmas gift.

It seemed to me as though it was people throwing out all the junk there children had chewed up and spit out over the years.

 I wondered if at times we tend to give away our worst to the needy, whatever is left over, whatever we don’t wont.

Some happiness did come upon me throughout the day.

These moments would come when I would come across a purchased gift, one with tags still on it.

I was excited for the mom or dad that could wrap this gift up and proudly give it to their child.

Some people are saying how bad our economy is getting; let us think about how much worse it is getting for those who already have nothing.

I really have so much to be grateful for.

I encourage all to purchase a brand new gift this Christmas and donate it to your local mission.

When I first started this blog I stated that I was going to be transparent in my blogging. I am afraid I haven’t been fully transparent because I also was starting this blog for a class assignment. So most blogs I have posted on here are a sad attempt to meet some class requirement. Well, tonight I sit at my computer needing to really post, talk, and receive feedback and advice on a true life eating at my insides issue.

So here it goes, plain and simple

I was working on some homework on my boyfriend’s computer tonight, when I noticed some weird titles of clips downloaded on his computer. Being curious, I opened them and in shock found at least five clips of beastiality.

I want to approach this issue with him in love. I do not want to embarrass him.

I am not sure of the way to go about this.

I don’t want him thinking I was snooping.

And people who look at that kind of stuff is their usually some psychological reasoning for it?

My boyfriend has been in the army 5 years, two tours in Iraq. Just gotten out and going back to school, I know the things he has gone through can cause some major psychological problems, but he has seemed ok. This kind of issue seems that it may stem from something else though…

We have only been dating 6 months.

I am just shocked….i just don’t know what to do